I fidget with Words here,
Weighing, Measuring,
Picking every word with care…
While you stand there, away from this Agony,
Smiling and tossing away words with lazy Precision…
I fidget with my Life here,
Holding onto it hard,
Struggling to hang on, wary to let go…
While you stand there, away from this Agony,
Smiling and playing with Life with easy Disposition…
I fidget with Thoughts here,
Embarrassed by some, Elated by others,
Pushing hard, Trying to conceal…
While you stand there, away from this Agony,
Smiling and taking Life as it comes with Memories well-hidden
Smiling and taking Life as it comes, with Memories well-hidden…

