Me and Him X

Somethings never fade..specially if they are memories. That's what I feel when I look at myself. It seems like my thinking is on auto pilot for years. Everything seem to happen by itself, no involvement from my end whatsoever. The set of memories that haunted me continue to haunt me even after years...Looks like my mind and heart have now churned up a routine and following it religiously. What strange things Love does to you. It keeps you surprising all along. In some other post of mine, I have written that Love is a self-revelation act. How very true! You keep re-discovering yourself..at least I did. Few things I never knew about myself till He walked into my life.  Like they show in movies, when someone walks-in, no thunder or lightning happen and warn you. Or may be they do warn, but you are so engrossed in Love that you seldom notice them. On a lighter vein, I think Love usually happen on a scorching hot day than on a rainy dreamy night.  But for sure, You never know what kind of an impact they make. There's absolutely no preamble, no forewarning, no intro if you know what I mean. To say it more dramatically, You are just breezing through life rather aimlessly  and suddenly some hand stops you and holds you at one spot and that's it. You are at the same spot for the rest of your life.

Not sure if anybody else felt this way, but I feel that it is not easy to fall out of love. I wonder how one can do that. You dream of spending the rest of your life with a person, intertwine all your thoughts, actions and dreams around him and then suddenly switch over to somebody else? I have seen people doing it though. They seem to move on and get along well or did they just compromise with life and are still shedding tears inside? Only they would know...

I understood one thing though. Once you are in Love, you are in Love forever, with the person or with the memories or with the Love itself. Love keeps following you like a shadow, sometimes visible, sometimes not...but it won't leave your side until you die!